Dreamer
Awakened
CHAPTER
TWO
Kusanagi opened the window of his
apartment and climbed through. Usually,
he would come in like any other person - any normal person – to avoid
any awkward questions. But he was in
too much of a foul mood to care if anyone saw him or not. He slid his legs across the casement,
slammed the window shut and without turning on any of the lights, crossed the
room to his bed. He slumped across it, putting
his hands behind his head and stared up at the ceiling.
“I’m leaving,” Momiji had
said. Kusanagi’s lips curled into a
bitter smile. How ironic, he thought,
rolling on to his side, his eyes wandering around the darkened room. Everything was as neat as usual. Not an ounce of dust anywhere, he thought
idly, but since he had no personal mementoes for dust to cling to, it really
wasn’t all that surprising. It was like
he had never been gone. Or like he had
never lived here at all.
He could
have walked away from this place forever and never have missed a thing. Except
for his camera, his portfolio and – leaning over the edge of his bed, he
reached underneath it to pull out a square, leather box – this. Actually, he admitted reluctantly to
himself, he could have left his camera and his portfolio behind because those
could easily be replaced. But not this,
he thought. With one arm he pushed
himself up and sat cross-legged on the bed, pulling the box closer and taking
the lid off.
“I don’t want you to feel
obligated to me anymore.”
As he
sifted through the contents of the box, he could still picture the honesty
shining so earnestly from her eyes when she had uttered those words. If she only knew, he thought derisively, as
he finally found what he was looking for and stared down at it with haunted
eyes. She was right about his
feeling obligated, though. She probably
even knew that it was obligation that had driven him away. But the reason behind the obligation, and
why he had been forced to flee - for there was no getting around the fact that
he had been running away – of that, she had no clue. She thought he felt an obligation to protect her. He knew that only too well. And he let her believe it, for it was better
to let her believe it. But the truth
was, from the moment she had stepped in front of Orochi to take the blow meant
for Kusanagi, a man she hadn’t known, and a man who had wanted nothing more
than her death, he had known that he would protect her with everything he
was. Not because he had to, but because
he wanted to. To him that wasn’t an
obligation. Not even close. The
obligation he felt lay in the need to protect Momiji from himself.
Kusanagi
knew that he was too different to ever be a real part of her life, that by his
very existence, he was a freak of nature; only half-human. And so he felt obligated to distance himself
from her. But the number of times he
had promised himself that he would stop seeing her was eclipsed by the number
of times he had given in to his desire just to be near her, whether she was
aware of his presence of not. And
because of that, he had run away, thinking that perhaps distance would make it
easier to maintain his obligation. Yet
here he was back in Tokyo.
Agitation
drove Kusanagi from the bed to prowl restlessly around the room, until he
reached the window where he came to a standstill staring with anger and hatred
at the image of the face that was reflected back at him.
There was
nothing normal about his appearance.
Cat-like eyes set below four eyebrows that were dark green, the same
color as his hair, and skin that had a dark bronze cast to it – orange
was a better description, he thought critically. And the mitamas, he reminded himself, not that he could ever
forget about the mitamas. The curse of
his existence, and yet they defined who he was. If not for them, he would be human. If not for them, he would feel no obligation to stay away.
“I want
you to feel free…”
Momiji’s
final words mocked him. Kusanagi put
his long fingers over his eyes and rubbed, feeling insane laughter bubble to
the surface. He wanted to be free too,
for even shackled as he was by the blue seeds that had shaped his life, he was
finding it harder and harder to resist his fascination with her, making his
life a living hell.
He should
be glad she was going, he told himself.
He should feel relieved that she had taken the burden of temptation away
by leaving. But he didn’t feel that way
at all…
Momiji
stared out of the back window of Mr. Kunikida’s sedan. It was a perfect day. The sun was shining, the winter sky, a pale
blue, and even the temperature was considerably mild for January. The ideal day for a move. But it would be more appropriate, or so
Momiji thought, if it were raining hellfire and brimstone. The end of the world;, a drastic thought,
but that’s what it felt like to her.
After
Kusanagi had left last night, she had gone upstairs, unable to sleep for the
hard knot of misery that had settled in the middle of her chest, as their final
scene replayed over and over again in her mind. Momiji listened with half an ear to Ryoko talking in low accents
to her husband and tried to get a grip on her emotions. She would always love Kusanagi, was going to
miss him terribly, but she was going to have to stop wallowing in self-pity and
get on with her life, she told herself.
Kusanagi deserved to be free, and she had set him free. That was what was important!
“You know,
you don’t have to do this, Momiji,” Mr.
Kunikida said abruptly, breaking into Momiji’s thoughts.
Momiji met
his gaze through the rear view mirror and replied quietly, “I know, but it’s time for me to go back.”
“You’re
too young to be living on your own!” he replied grumpily.
“Daitetsu!”
Ryoko cast Momiji an apologetic look, “Momiji is an adult now.”
“Nineteen
is NOT an adult,” he ground out.
“Daitetsu!”
Ryoko admonished, “stop it!”
Mr.
Kunikida’s ruddy cheeks flooded with temper, making him look decidedly
ferocious as he muttered heavily under his breath, and Momiji gave Ryoko a look
of understanding. Kaede had been his
daughter, and she occupied a special place in Mr. Kunikida’s heart, but then,
so did Momiji, and she knew that he would always feel a paternal protectiveness
towards her.
“I’m
sorry,” Mr. Kunikada finally managed, “forgive me, Momiji. I didn’t mean to imply that you aren’t a
capable young lady. It’s just…” He seemed to be struggling to find the right
words so Momiji tried to reassure him.
“It’s
okay, Mr. Kunikida, I understand. And I
know that you believe in me. It was
you, after all, who gave me the opportunity to work with you and all the others
at the TAC. If you hadn’t believed in
me, then I wouldn’t be where I am now.”
Ryoko
smiled gratefully at Momiji, knowing how testy her husband could get.
Mr.
Kunikida didn’t say anything for a few minutes and so the car fell silent, but
he eventually addressed Momiji again, his tone less grumpy but gruff
nonetheless.
“You know
that we – Ryoko and I - love you, Momiji,” he waited for her nod and then
continued, “and we just want you to know that we’ll always be here for you if
you need us. You’ll always have a home
with us.”
“You and
Ryoko have done so much for me,” Momiji responded with difficulty, her voice
trembling with suppressed emotions, “and I love you guys too, but –“ she
stopped unable to go on and looked out the window, swallowing back the tears.
Ryoko
looked over at her husband, distressed.
“This is so hard for her,” she murmured
so Momiji couldnt hear. “I don’t
understand what happened between her and Kusanagi, but. – well, let’s not make
this any harder for her than it already is.”
Daitetsu nodded.
“I talked
to your mother yesterday before we left for Hokkaido,” Mr. Kunikida remarked,
bowing to his wife’s wishes by changing the subject. “She said that the restoration of the cave is almost finished.”
“Really?”
Momiji was proud at how normal she managed to sound. “I didn’t think that they would be able to restore it so
quickly.”
Actually,
she had thought that it couldn’t be restored at all. After Susano-oh’s last ritual, it had caved in completely and no
one had attempted to clear the debris.
But once she had started talking about returning to Izumo to begin
studying the Kushinada, Ms. Matsudaira had suggested that she might want to
take up her ritual of purification again, to see what affects it might have on
her biologically.
“Yes,” Mr.
Kunikida responded, “the workman that we hired have worked round the clock to
have it ready for your return.”
Momiji’s
face turned red “You make it sound like
they’re expecting royalty,” she laughed.
“Well,”
Ryoko said, winking at her, “you are royalty.
You’re the Princess Kushinada!”
“But the
aragami are all sleeping,” except for Kusanagi, “so I think that title is
wearing a little thin now, don’t you?”
“Never!”
Ryoko teased. “I think you should put
it on all your business cards, don’t you, Daitetsu.”
Mr Kunikida
just grunted while Ryoko and Momiji laughed.
“By the
way, what were you guys doing in Hokkaido yesterday. You never did tell me why you went,” Momiji observed and was
immediately struck by the change that came over Mr. Kunikida and Ryoko as they
exchanged an uneasy glance.
“It wasn’t
really anything too important. Some
local officials in Sappora have had a string of rabid animal attacks,” Ryoko
replied, choosing her words carefully, “and since we have such an extensive
database, they wanted our professional opinion as to what type of animal it was
so they could issue an alert to the local townspeople.” As she finished speaking she slid a
questioning glance over to Daitetsu who gave a slight nod of approval.
Momiji
appeared to accept the explanation without further question and the
conversation moved on. Not long after
that, they pulled up in front of a small house just purchased a few weeks
ago. This was to be Momiji’s new home
as she resumed her life in Izumo.
Moe,
Momiji’s mother was standing with Momiji’s grandmother by the trunk of a little
silver car parked in the drive. They
waved as Mr. Kunikida’s sedan pulled into the drive.
“I didn’t
know you had gotten a new car, Mom,” Momiji said as she gave her mother and
grandmother a hug in greeting.
“I
didn’t,” Moe responded and then turned to Mr. Kunikida and handed him a set of
keys. “They delivered it this morning,
just like you wanted.”
Momiji
looked from her mother to Mr. Kunikida in confusion. “This is your car?”
Mr.
Kunikida shook his head and walked over to Momiji and handed her the keys. “No.
It’s yours.”
Everyone
was smiling at her, waiting for her to say something, but Momiji just stared at
Mr. Kunikida completely dumbfounded.
She stayed silent so long that Moe began to wonder if she hadn’t
understood what Mr. Kunikida had said.
“Momiji?”
her mother said uncertainly.
Momiji
didn’t appear to hear her. Instead she threw herself at Mr. Kunikida, who
looked surprised, and hugged him tightly.
He hugged her back just as tightly.
“So you
can come and see us anytime you want,” was all he said when Momiji tried to
thank him.
Mr.
Kunikida helped Momiji unload the rest of her things from his car, which wasn’t
a lot, since most of her belongings had already been brought down the weekend
before. They spent the rest of the
afternoon together talking about different things but nothing truly important
before Mr. Kunikida and Ryoko returned to Tokyo. It wasn’t an easy goodbye for anyone, but it was made easier by
the fact that Momiji knew she could now go see them anytime she felt like
it.
After they
were gone, Moe offered to stay and help Momiji unpack some of her boxes. Momiji thanked her, but declined. She wanted to do it herself. It would keep her busy and wouldn’t allow
her much time to think of Kusanagi.
The next
two weeks that followed were busy ones for Momiji, but she learned early on
that no matter how busy she was, Kusanagi was still in her thoughts no matter
how hard she tried to squeeze him out.
It didn’t help matters either that the first time she had met Akiko, her
old school friend, for lunch, her first question had been about Kusanagi. Momiji had given her some vague response,
not wanting to tell her the truth, which had been a mistake, because Akiko kept
bringing him up.
Ms. Matsudaira,
too, had seemed intent on reminding Momiji of Kusanagi when she had arrived for
her first official visit, just yesterday.
“So have
you heard from Kusanagi yet? “ Ms. Matsudaira had asked her.
“No,”
Momiji had replied edgily, wanting the topic to end.
“That’s
strange. I could have sworn that Midori
told me – “ Matsu had muttered, and then waved it off, “never mind.”
But now
Momiji was burning to know what Midori had told Matsu about Kusanagi
“What? What did Midori tell you?” Momiji demanded, all of her attention
focused on Matsu.
Matsu
turned away and hid a smile.
“It’s just that Midori mentioned to me that
Kusanagi had been by to see her several times over the last couple of
weeks. He even took her home one
evening.”
“He did?”
Momiji’s eyebrows had risen in alarm, and even now her stomach knotted up just
thinking about it.
Midori and
Kusanagi? Oh, god, the thought of them
together would kill her! Momiji shifted
restlessly, and tried to push her disturbing thoughts away and concentrate on
what she was doing.
She was at
the iwatto making a survey for Ms. Matsudaira and she still had to get the rock
and water samples that Ms. Matsudaira had wanted analyzed. Momiji looked at her watch. It was getting late and she had promised her
mother that she would have dinner with her tonight. If she didn’t get her mind on what she was doing she wasn’t going
to have enough time to go home and change beforehand.
Momiji
kneeled down, the damp stone immediately chilling her knees, and opened the
metal case she had brought with her.
Taking out several vials, Momiji went over to the still water of the
pool, and, working quickly, drew up several samples from different points,
labeling them according to where they had been drawn. The rock samples were a little more time consuming requiring her
to use a sharp pick. After a bit of
hard work, though, she was able to chisel out four or five different samples,
again from different areas. Putting
the samples back in the case, she closed it and climbed the steps to the
entrance of the iwatto.
Momiji
stepped out into the daylight, and a chill of foreboding swept through
her. It was so strong that she stopped
and looked around, almost expecting to see something out of place. The wind suddenly picked up. It swirled around her, cutting into her
cheeks and blowing her hair into her eyes, momentarily blinding her. Momiji hurriedly pushed the long strands
aside to scan the line of barren trees, looking for whatever it was she had sensed.
Her eyes
told her there was nothing. All was
silent, and even the wind had ceased, but still she felt it, unable to ignore
the heaviness of its presence pressing in on her.
Momiji
tightened her hand on the handle of the metal case and set off down the path
through the trees, her green eyes focused on the path around her, looking for
any sign of movement.
The
afternoon had become overcast, and the gloom of the clouds and the coming
evening settled around her making her wish that she hadn’t spent so much time
in the iwatto. Momiji quickened her
steps, wanting to reach her car as soon as she could.
And then
she heard it and her head snapped around.
“Ku – shi
- nada.”
Momiji
stopped moving, her green eyes widening as she strained to hear, but there was
nothing but the sound of her fast breathing.
A fine mist started to fall, hanging in the air around her like an
ephemeral wraith and Momiji turned to look back up at the mouth of the cave,
now enshrouded eerily in white. She
didn’t know what she’d expected to see, but there was no one there. The feeling of foreboding was gone now, too,
except for the memory of it, which served as a shadow that followed Momiji all
the way down the path to her car.
For once,
Kusanagi was pushed completely from Momiji’s mind. She mulled over what had happened at the iwatto as she dropped
the samples off at the lab and drove home.
By the time she had pulled up in front of her house, she had convinced
herself that it had been her overactive imagination hard at work. After all, this was the first time she had
returned to the iwatto since Susano-oh had gone to sleep, and she had witnessed
so much happen there, that it seemed only natural she would feel a little odd
seeing it again. She was sure that the
next time she went, that it would be completely different.
There was
a message for Momiji on her answering machine when she got in. She took off her coat and flung it over the
sofa as she pushed the button to listen to the message and felt her heart flop into her shoes.
“Hi,
Momiji! It’s me, Midori,” piped the
message, “I’ve been meaning to call you, but they have had me working really
late at the lab. Listen… I really need
to talk to you about Kusanagi. It’s
kinda’ important, so call me as soon as you can, okay?”
The
machine beeped signaling the end of the message, and Momiji stood watching its
little red light blink. With a deep
breath she picked up the phone and then quickly put it down again, biting her
lip in indecision. Could she really do
this? She felt sure that Midori was
going to tell her that Kusanagi had asked her out and Midori was calling to ask
what she should do. Should she tell her
that it was okay? That Midori should go
out with him? Could she tell
Midori that it was okay?
Not
likely! Kusanagi was hers!
But you
relinquished your claim to him, didn’t you?, a little voice reminded
her.
“Kusanagi,”
she mumbled peevishly, “I wanted you to be free – but couldn’t you at least be
girl free, too?”
At least
until she got used to the idea of him being with someone else, anyway - which
would be never, of course. Momiji
hovered near the phone for a moment longer and then she stepped back.
Coward! her
conscience screamed, but she just ignored it.
Turning on
her heel, she climbed the stairs to change her clothes for dinner. She would call Midori when she got back from
her mom’s house, she told herself. As
she pulled on her sweatshirt, still thinking about Midori’s phone call, she
forced herself to be more optimistic.
Maybe it wasn’t as bad as she thought it was, she reasoned, and if it
was… Well, at least this way it wouldn’t spoil her dinner.
“Where’s
Grandma?” Momiji asked as she and her
mother sat down to eat.
“She
wasn’t feeling well, so she decided to go to bed early.”
Momiji’s
brow wrinkled in concern and she made to get up from the table. “Maybe I should go and check on her. I could
bring her some soup or something.”
Moe put
out a staying hand and Momiji reluctantly sat back down. “She’s already eaten,” Moe told her, “and besides, you’ll just wake
her up. It’s this weather. The damp always makes her bones ache.”
Momiji
nodded and they resumed eating, Moe watching as Momiji mostly just pushed her
food around her plate. Momiji helped
her mother with the dishes and then they went into the living room and sat
down.
“You’ve
lost a lot of weight, Momiji.”
“I have?”
Momiji responded, not that she didn’t already know it, but thinking that if she
played ignorant, she might avoid a lot of unwanted questions.
“Where’s
Kusanagi?”
Leave to
Mom to cut right to the heart of the matter, Momiji thought , wincing.
“Ummm. I guess he’s in Tokyo.” Momiji responded
evasively, leaning forward and flipping open the picture album sitting on the
coffee table in front of her.
“I would
have thought I would have seen him by now.
He never seems to be very far away from wherever you are.” Her mother commented watching her closely.
Momiji
snorted, a heavy frown settling across her face, and thought about the last
three months of her life.
“He left,
Mom,” Momiji said flatly, her green
eyes flashing, “for three months.
Without a word. He just
vanished.” Momiji kept flipping through
the picture album staring down at the glossy images of familiar people and
places, wondering how many more times she was going have to tell this story.
“That’s
why I decided to come home.” The fire
in her eyes suddenly died out. “It hurt
too much to stay knowing that all he wanted was to get away from me. Besides,”
she continued woodenly, “he never really showed that much interest in me
anyway.”
“You don’t
really believe that do you?” Moe asked,
incredulously.
“What else
am I supposed to believe?” Momiji demanded, her voice rising an octave, “he wouldn’t even kiss me, Mom!”
Momiji’s
face burned bright red, feeling embarrassed about sharing with her mother the
sordid details, or in her case, the lack of sordid details surrounding her love
life.
“And those
are your reasons for believing that he wasn’t interested in you?”
Moe pulled
the album from the table away from Momiji and settled it onto her lap. She
began turning the pages while she waited for Momiji to answer her.
Momiji
stared at her mother like she had lobsters crawling out of her ears. “What more proof do I need, Mom? He never gave me any indication to believe
otherwise.”
‘Ahhh, but
I believe he did, Momiji. You just have
to open your eyes to see it.”
As she
spoke, Moe handed the photo album to Momiji.
She
pointed to a picture that Momiji had never seen before, even though Momiji
recognized the setting clearly. It was
a picture from last year’s New Year’s Eve celebration at a downtown Tokyo
hotel. Everyone from the TAC had been
there as well as a few others, including Kusanagi and her mother. Momiji remembered the evening very clearly,
recalling how painstakingly she had prepared for the party, wanting desperately
to see Kusanagi look at her with something other than his usual friendly
detachment.
She had
gone shopping weeks in advance just to find the right clothes, and found what
she had been looking for in an expensive little boutique. It was an off the shoulder emerald green
velvet dress. Momiji had thought that
the color had enhanced the green of her eyes and brought out the rich color of
her hair, so she had paid the hefty asking price without blinking, thinking that
if it could help her get Kusanagi’s attention, it would be well worth the money
she had paid for it.
She had
had such high hopes, taking several hours to get ready for the evening. She had even gone so far as to jab into her
skull one hundred and one hair pins just to achieve the right hairstyle. And then Kusanagi had called and said that
his bike wasn’t working and he couldn’t come to pick her up but would meet her
there. So she had arrived at the hotel
with Ryoko and Mr. Kunikida and had waited for Kusanagi.
The
evening was half over before Kusanagi had arrived, but still she hadn’t given
up, hoping, as she had watched him cross the room, that when he finally saw
her, she would see a spark of interest in his eyes.
But, alas,
he had said nothing, had barely even looked at her and she had been
devastated. Feeling the tears close to
the surface, Momiji had fled out onto the balcony to look out over the city,
while Kusanagi leaned against the door, half in, half out of the room, not
really paying much attention to anything.
Or at least that was how she remembered it. But that was not what this
picture showed.
This was a
picture of that very event, in the background Momiji leaning against the
balcony, her shoulders gleaming white from the flash of the camera, and in the
foreground Kusanagi, but a very different Kusanagi than the one she remembered.
As Momiji
gazed at the picture, she felt her heart turn over in her chest at the look on
Kusanagi’s face. In this picture, he
wasn’t just gazing idly about like she thought he had been He was watching her. His face had such an intensity to it. What was it that she was seeing? Longing? Wistfulness? Sorrow?
Momiji wasn’t sure how to describe it, but she was sure of one
thing. His expression as he gazed at
her was far from being indifferent.
Matsu’s
words came back to her as she stared down at Kusanagi’s face. “I’ve seen the way Kusanagi looks at you
sometimes…”
Is this
what Matsu meant? This expression? And if it was, how come Momiji had never
seen it for herself?
Momiji
looked up at her mother, feeling helpless and confused. “But why?
If this is… why would he go
away?”
“Sometimes,
things are not as simple as we would like for them to be, Momiji. Kusanagi is not a simple man, but I think
that in the end, he will always come back to you.”
Momiji put
her hand to her temple and squeezed her eyes shut. Her thoughts were crowding in one on top of another and she
couldn’t think. Feeling suddenly tired
and emotionally spent, she wanted to go home.
No. What she really wanted was
to go back to Tokyo, to see Kusanagi.
But she couldn’t. He had shut
her out completely when she had told him she was leaving and now she was afraid
to go back. Afraid to find out that the
picture she held in her hand was just an illusion and that the truth was that he
didn’t want her anymore.
Moe
watched the myriad of emotions flitting across Momiji’s face and wasn’t
surprised when, a few minutes later Momiji made her excuses and left to go
home. Momiji kissed her mother goodbye
and bundled up in her coat.
The rain
was coming down in earnest now, and Momiji squinted, straining to see through
the veil of water cascading down the windshield. How she hated driving in the rain!
It was
waiting. There, in the darkness. He could feel it. He knew of its hunger and knew that he had no choice but to try
and stop it. He had been watching it
since its birth, watched it when it had died and then witnessed its subsequent
rebirth into something fouler than it had been before.
It was
cold, unused to the rain, but its hunger would not be denied and so it
persisted in its vigil, determined not to fail this time. It had stalked her earlier and he had been
unaware until it was almost too late.
But still he had managed to stop it, driving it away in fright.
He had
known that it would return, though. He
knew that it sensed the great energy that flowed from its prey and he knew that
fear alone was not enough to drive it away completely. It would not be long now, so he moved
closer. He must be close enough to draw
blood this time, so that it would find a different hunting ground.
He knew
that it would die if he allowed it its kill.
Its instincts were unable to comprehend the power that it craved was
also a power to protect, and in striking, it would fall victim to its own
hunger.
And as
much as he wished to see it die, he would stop it, for its quarry was
irreplaceable. But he must do something more than even this, for he knew that
it would grow in power with each new victim and his own power was limited in
his current state. Yes, he thought, he
needed to put his plan into action.
Soon the dreamer would awaken and he needed to ensure the dreamer’s
safety.
Looking
into the darkness, he waited, just as it waited, knowing that she was the key
to protecting the dreamer. He had called
upon her before and had laid a heavy burden upon her. And now he would do so again, but he knew that she was
strong. He would be counting on that
strength and the strength of her protector as well, for without them, their
worlds would perish, laid to waste by the evil that had been reborn.
Momiji was
half way home when she felt the hair on the back of her neck stand up. She was being watched. She could feel it.
That’s
impossible, she argued with herself.
There weren’t any cars behind her, and only occasionally did she see the
glare of headlights from cars passing her, going in the opposite
direction.
But the
sensation wouldn’t be ignored. In fact
it was getting stronger with every passing moment, and Momiji felt the panic
begin to rise. She thought about
turning around and going back to her mother’s house but screamed instead as a
bolt of energy shot across the road. It
illuminated everything around it with its bright blue hue as it streaked from
one side of the road to the other.
Momiji heard what sounded like the roar of thunder and from the corner
of her eye, she saw something massive streaking away from the light, retreating
into the darkness of the sheltering trees.
The road
in front of her glowed blue, and as her car steadily approached it, the light,
instead of dispersing, began to retract, the edges folding in on itself until
the center of it was so bright it hurt her eyes. From the center of the light a
darker mass was born, coalescing into the figure of a man dressed in priest’s
robes wearing an eboshi pulled low over his face.
He
appeared so quickly, that Momiji had little time to react. She slammed on her brakes to avoid hitting
him and her car skidded wildly into the other lane where the bright headlights
of an oncoming car blinded her.
Momiji
screamed as the car swerved, and she missed colliding with it as her car
continued skidding sideways until she was off the road.
Dimly she
heard the crunch of metal as her car collided with a tree, and she was thrown
forward. The rusty taste of blood
filled her mouth and it felt like someone was squeezing all the air out of her
lungs. Her body was on fire and Momiji
struggled to breathe, but could hardly seem to draw in any air. The bright light she had seen earlier
surrounded her and Momiji tried to focus on its source. With great effort she managed to turn her
head and saw the priest quietly standing next to her car door, looking down at
her from beneath the eboshi
No! Her mind shouted in denial. This couldn’t be happening!
Still she
couldn’t breathe, and she felt the blood trickle from her mouth and down her
chin. I am going to die, she thought,
dimly aware that the priest had stepped closer to the car and had opened the
door. The pain in her body intensified,
her vision clouding over as the priest’s hand reached for her and she lost
consciousness.
The man
was tired. His meeting had run late,
and now he just wanted to be home with his wife and family. He ran a hand through his hair, his whole
body drooping with fatigue and then stiffened as the headlights of his car
picked out the silhouette of someone standing in the middle of the other lane.
“What the
hell!?!” he cursed as he slammed on his breaks and swerved to miss the little
car that had veered onto his side of the road to avoid hitting the
pedestrian. He managed to keep his car
on the road, but watched in horror as the little grey car was smashed into a
twisted heap of metal as it collided with a towering oak tree.
He slammed
his car in reverse and went back, pulling to the side of the road near the
accident and saw the pedestrian, a priest wearing a straw hat, with his back to
him, bent down staring at the driver of the car. He quickly opened his door and slogged over to the priest.
“What the
hell were you doing standing in the middle of the road?” he yelled
disrespectfully, and then “hey, mister, I’m talking to you!” when the priest
didn’t turn around, instead choosing to open the car door.
Still
fuming, the man turned his attention to the driver of the little grey car and
blanched. It was a young girl. The lower half of her face was covered in
blood and she was struggling to breathe.
To his eyes, it looked like she wasn’t going to make it.
“Man, she
looks pretty bad,” he said quietly to the priest, his anger forgotten. “I’d
better get my phone and call for help.”
He hurried
back to his car and found his cell phone beneath the pile of briefs he’d thrown
onto the passenger’s seat. Hastily he
punched in some numbers and reported the accident and then rummaged around in
the back seat for the towel he usually kept there. Finding it, he straightened up and looked around.
The priest
was gone.
The man
looked up and down the road as he made his way back to the crumpled car, but
didn’t see him anywhere. The car door
was still open, and the man bent down to see what he could do to help the girl
until the ambulance arrived.
“What the
hell?!” he said for the second time, taking a step backwards.
The girl
was unconscious, but the blood was gone, and she appeared to be breathing
comfortably. He looked up and down the
road again, looking for the mysterious priest, a funny feeling in the pit of
his stomach.